peanutbutterandjelly

2005-10-24T20:46:00.000+08:00

just got home from the uh, uh, streaming talk.
it was hella boring.

waiting and asking for my phone back is like.. slow death.
yah.
and we got extra electives too!
:D

2005-10-23T17:27:00.000+08:00

i had indian cuisine this afternoon!
at uh, race course road. :D

family ate at this really sweet restaurant called..
muthu`s.
yeah, i know, it sounds like a roadside stall.
holy han solo, the restaurant was like.. a hotel!
with all the indian waiters all dressed and glam.
one of the waiters looked at me and asked my dad if i was dangerous.
and my dad punched his fist in the air and he was like, "she`s going for a fight!
oh golly, the food was heavenly.
while eating, i saw mrs logan. :o
my mom asked me to go out and greet her, but haha, i was too late.
and if she saw me i bet she`d wonder if i was going to rob her or something.

after lunch, we went to mustafa. :D
damn, that place is huge and crowded.

DING DING DING DING DING DINGDING DING!
DINGDING!

so anyway, i got bored.
here are my rules of life!:

1: don`t leave half drank cans of cola in your room for a year.

2: wear jeans.

3: wear socks with your shoes.

4: don`t lick the ice box. it can be uncomfortable.

5: if you try to kill a spider, make sure you do. if it gets away, it knows what you look like. it will come back with its friends and kill you.

6: don`t stick your hand in a VCR. it tends to not want to come out.

2005-10-22T18:27:00.000+08:00

ROOOOAR!

went out with joycelyn and her friend, who is also my friend ( yes? yes? ) shumin.
xO
i`m dead beat.

before that my mom, dad and i went to get our air tickets.
and my dad picked a fight with this guy on our way out.

WHEE I`M DEAD BEAT.
3 years 6 months, terryyy! ♥

well, i was talking to jess.

jess: haha imfatuation la
jess: INfatuation!
me: IMFATUATION
me: IM-FAT-uation
jess: AHHHHHHHHH
jess: YOU'RE GETTING TOO EMO
me: AHH I NEED THERAPY

...

jess: AHHHHH
jess: AND HE GOES ON
jess: HIS SAD LIFE
me: MY SAD LIFE

..

me: i need.. CRAZY FROG
jess: AHHHHHHHHHHHH
jess: okay okay
jess: DING DING DING DONG DINGDINGDING
jess: ARE YOU HAPPY NOW
jess: DING DING DING DONG DING DING DING BAAM BAAM

i snigger everytime i read the DING DING DING DONG DING DING DING BAAM BAAM part.

anyway.
after a month; i took a good look at chuck.

my fish is an immortal.
after a month of starvation and very liiitle water, chuck is still alive!
woah.

2005-10-21T15:02:00.000+08:00

i knew that i hated places where there are only towering trees, and the softest and sweetest music to me was the sound of human voices. but what did it mater really, what i thought or felt?

i don`t have to go to school today.
blargh, it`s boring stuck at home.

my brother is darn gross.
while i was snoozing on the kitchen floor with toto, he came over and spat on my toes.
ugh.

7 more days.

2005-10-20T19:32:00.000+08:00

went to town today!
after school; hanged around and waited for calene.
then i went home to change.. and i rushed to causeway.

calene wasn`t anywhere to be found so i just stoned at breadtalk like an idiot.
hurr.
then along came alvin and boonchye; turns out they were looking for me for quite awhile.
grr, it sucks without my phone.
then, along came calene!

and we set off to fareast.
met frances at longjohn.
after we walked around, we left to cine.
and they played pool.
i hate pool. i stoned while watching calene, alvin and frances play pool.
the staff didn`t ask for our identification card, hurr.
everyone was asking me to try playing pool.
ugh; no way.
i`d rather get knocked down by a car.

the train was packed full with people.
frances was being siao all the way.
:D

they dropped off at woodlands, i dropped off at marsiling.
my mom didn`t yell at me for coming home later than i should.

i think it`s retarded when girls make their guys carry everything, or force them to do stuff.
"PLEASE CARRY MY HANDBAG IT`S TOO HEAVY FOR MY FRAGILE, BABY BIRD-LIKE ARMS!"
bullshit, sister, bullshit.
if you`re gonna treat your boyfriend like a maid, you might as well get a maid.
or a dog.

2005-10-19T14:18:00.000+08:00

in some magical and imaginary moment i would say: "but you see what i am," and this human being, in supreme spiritual understanding, would say: "yes, i see. i understand."
nonsense, really. very like the fairytale where the princess gives her selfless love to the prince who is enchanted and he is himself again, and the monster no more.

ughh. i`m dead meat.
my results are crap, and somehow i`m not a tad bit bothered.
i`m only happy with my chinese, literature and english results.
my entire body aches.

me: when i grow up, i wanna be a marionette!
caleb: why would you wanna be a marionette?!

BECAUSE MARIONETTE`S.. i dunno, i just like them.

2005-10-18T14:23:00.000+08:00

memory of a childhood fairy tale: the giant says he smells the blood of a human in his lair. horror. i knew the giant was going to find the human. i could hear him coming after the human, step by step. i was the human.
only no more.
smoke and salt of flesh, and pumping blood.

uh huh, failed math and d&t so far.
today is not a very good day.
i went on a mini-rampage during recess.

my phone got confiscated by mister ng, will be returned next friday.
i feel weird without my phone.
i want it back, damn it.

nicholas: who ask u so stupid use phone in class

.. :(

2005-10-17T17:54:00.000+08:00

i don`t want to go to school tomorrow.
bleeh.

i`ll make everything short and sweet.

- went to fareast.
- went to city link.
- met corey ♥.
- went to suntec.
- peggy got her skateboard.

sophia and corey called me, and i hung up on them by accident.
everytime when my phone vibrates, i`ll think it`s a message and i`ll press the little red button.
it`s become a habit. :x

peggy and i got a total of 112 stares from various people outside.
and i`m not goth! arghh roar.

i`m in love with mister griffin. golly.
i want his hair, and his pretty little face.
and his moves.
these few days i`ve been doing nothing but, watching videos of him.
give me, give me, give me. ♥

/EDIT:
WHY TELL ME WHY.
why did my dad get me 4 tickets to the piano concert?!
WHY?!
AHH, I DON`T WANT TO GO, AHH.
it says:
friendship peace concert:
- no food and beverages.
...
- proper attire: smart casual.

i don`t think my dressing fits into the "smart & casual" corner.
oops.

2005-10-16T09:58:00.000+08:00

i`m watching murderdolls live in japan.
wednesday is all, "KONICHIWAAA JAAPAAN!"
and joey is all .. HOT.
EEE ERIC RUNNING ON STAGE!
and eric`s making out ( or so i like to think ) with the microphone!
he`s so pale and hot.
eee his hair. ♥!!

whee!

i want my voice like wednesday`s.
I SHALL BUST MY THROAT!

some lady: you`re kinda really depressed over the whole "goth" thing?
wednesday: what`s the point, i mean, you know, you live your life and have fun, you wanna dress all dark and sit in the corner of a club and like .. ... my life sucks.

teehee.

/EDIT:
hurr, just got back from suntec.

- had gelato.
- went to toys r us.
- got disapproving stares from ah bengs.
- had dinner.
- got disapproving stares from a chinese family.
- bought a bike for my brother.
- drove past little india.
- got a very creepy disapproving stare from an indian lady.

2005-10-15T19:41:00.000+08:00

HEH HELLO.
jess just left my house.
went to causeway point just now.
they weren`t screening the movies we wanted to watch so we went to GV instead.
corpse bride is a nice show.
uh huh.
i`m bored.
going out with peggy tomorrow.

ugh my feet are tired.
i`m going to go watch mister griffin, MY HUSBAND (: shake his booty.
oh gosh.

2005-10-14T09:13:00.000+08:00

i just realized that i`ll be in secondary three soon, with a whole new class, and whole new people. :/
i don`t want. i want 2e1, wankers!

my class isn`t really united anyway.
.. i hate streaming.

mmm, i`m in love with spyder baby.
they get 400 cool points because eric griffin is their bassist, and their frontman is cute. ♥

i`m trying to negotiate some sort of deal between my mom and i.
either a digital camera, a tablet, boots, or maybe a piercing.
i wanna meet corinne and joycelyn.

2005-10-13T17:41:00.000+08:00

tiger + wolf, panther + lemur.

the lemur looked as exhausted as she stopped, her knees were buckling and her breathing was erratic.
she slipped past the predators that were doing their rounds around the trees.
she began a slow walk, advancing forward with what strength she could spare.

the air was heavy... her body felt heavy.
the stench of flowers and nature made her smile.
she slipped deeper into the mess of vines and twigs, travelling through them like she was flipping through a magazine.

the fate of the person she was searching for could be foretold so horridly.
she refused to believe this person was suffering... or at least she refused to allow that.

slowly, advancing, she heard rustles in the leaves.
someone-- or something grabbed her and with their hand over her mouth, whispered, "where the hell have you been?! are you alright?!"

she turned around and sighed; it was only her panther partner.
flicking dirt off her shoulders, the lemur whispered, "no worries. i`m alright."

they ran off, alternating between each tree, slipping up each to get a good view of the ground below.

the lemur grabbed the arm of her panther partner and whispered, "they`re here."
the panther motioned for her to be silent, and edged forward to the ends of the branches.

they heard a soft rustling of the leaves below.
"when i find them.. i`ll skin them alive, especially that lemur," a raspy voice growled.

the panther smirked and raised her hand.
3.. 2.. 1.

they pounced, each on top of their predators. after a rough wrestle in the dirt, they sucessfully grabbed the tags from their necks, and bounded off, out of the forest.

oh, the sweet smell of victory.

uh huh. a true story! :D

/EDIT:
yah, new blog.
named after an awesome nightwish song.

2005-10-12T21:25:00.000+08:00

okay, so, i`m either really tired, or really sick.
-shrugs.

2005-10-12T15:55:00.000+08:00

YES YES YES NO MORE PAPERS YES YES YES!
holiday holiday!
thursday all the way to tuesday.
WHEEHOOO!

friday gonna go meet joycelyn. :]

i got ambushed today, ouch.

ANYWAYS, I`M GOING TO GO MEET JOYCELYN LATER SO I`LL BLOG WHEN I COME BACK.
LOVE YOU ALL.

anything just text me. :D

/EDIT:
yah okay, i`m back.
whee. met joycelyn. she has a serious obsession with xcraft. x)
we went there, not one or twice, but 394583 times.
haha.
then she went to play DDR.
and we bought long john`s.

the end.

2005-10-11T10:41:00.000+08:00

I`M AS FREE AS A BIRD!

i don`t have anymore papers left, except for art and d&t.
science was okay. i forgot what a villi was, though.
-slams head.

oh yes, i have no more tuition, until next year!

uh huh.. i`m off to play devil may cry & katamari.
dante is so awesome.

sometimes, when all love seems lost, and everything you know is gone
by your side will be someone beautiful and they`ll show you the way

/EDIT:

YAHH I HATE YOU
I HOPE A CAR CRASHES INTO YOU
AND YOU FLY TO MARS
AND YOU DIE THERE
LACK OF OXYGEN FOOD WATER
YES THAT WOULD BE GREAT HUH
HUH HUH HUH

2005-10-10T22:10:00.000+08:00

-SCREEAMS.
I`M SO PISSED AT NOTHING
I HATE YOU AND EVERYTHING SUCK MY DICK!

THIS POST HAS NO REAL MEANING WHATSOEVER, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
OH YES I HOPE YOU GET RUN DOWN BY A CAR
THAT WOULD BE GREAT

2005-10-10T12:07:00.000+08:00

gosh, my braincells. MY BRAAAINCELLS.
-whines.
math was veryvery hard.
i left a couple of questions blank for both papers.
ahh.

and during paper1, my right index finger started bleeding.
ugh, pain.
all because of my broken nail.
tskk.

nehmind.
:D
science EOY tomorrow.
shall go mug for science now!
toodles.

/EDIT:

- sore neck.
- sore back.
- mild scratches on thighs.
- broken nail, bleeding right index finger.

other than that, i have a super blocked nose and i sense a sore throat coming along.
gosh, give me a fever instead.. leave my throat alone.
life could not get any better than all this.
-rolls eyes.
i was complaining to sophia about stuff during tuition, and now i feel muchmuch better.

2005-10-09T16:03:00.000+08:00

dream shift yesterday.
involuntary, not going to talk about it because i know close minded dorks with their heads stuck far up their butt will read this, and assume shit.
woke up at 10, rushed for tuition.

everything is made from energy.

2005-10-08T14:34:00.000+08:00

I MET JOYCELYN ALREADY. :D
and she was incredible.
and i was ugly and probably a disappointment.
i`ll have to ask her if i was a total loser. probably.
uhh she went.. to pierce her nose, and her cartilage at xcraft.
so she has 3 studs on her nose already.
wheeet. x)

then we went to uhh more than words.
and got her jack dolly-thing.
yes.

then. we went to long john`s.
i stole food off her plate.

then. we walked around.
and she forced me to take pictures with her.
tsk tsk. x)

then. she left, and i left.
i`m really lazy to elaborate everything.
i am a happy, lazy and sweaty anthea.

that is all.

/EDIT:

LAST NIGHT AND THIS MORNING MY BROTHERS,
( YES YOU READ CORRECTLY, BROTHERS )
STAYED UP PLAYING KATAMARI, AND WE CALLED MACS.
20 PIECE NUGGETS AND A MCSPICY MEAL.
TODAY, I AM GOING TO EXPERIENCE SOMETHING CALLED DEJA VU.
WHOO!

and my eldest brother thinks he`s very good at katamari.
he`s like, "YAH I KNOW I AM GOOD, RIGHT, AM-I-RIGHT?!"

2005-10-07T20:57:00.000+08:00

whee!
i will be meeting joycelyn/corpsey/emil-moo tomorrow!
yay i finally get to meet my dead daaarrrrlliiiiiiiinggggggggg.

:D
EXCITED AS HELL!
tomorrow at 11:30am!

2005-10-07T10:25:00.000+08:00

-SCREEEAMS!

I AM SO PISSED OKAY.
the last history multiple choice question asked who was the first prime minister in singapore.
dumb me, i read prime minister as president.
argh!
so while going down the stairs, calene and i were singing, wo bu gan yuan, wo bu gan yuan, bu gan yuan, bu gan yuan.
-slams head.

math paper on monday.
i`m so dead.

joycelyn asked me if i wanna meet her tomorrow.
but i can`t!
boo.
i`m sad.

~~i`m going to go and convince my mom to let me play katamari for a while.~~
:D
ahaha, i got to play it.
damn, it`s such an awesome game.
-drools.
i am desperately trying to roll up the sun in that one stage, and i am not having a lot of success.
this is very frustrating.
I MADE A 2m188mm PLANET HARDCORE I WILL ROLL UP THE FRIGGING SUN.
i`m such a dork, when i heard, what was it...Katamari on the Swing, i could recognize the singer from Ai no Katamari.
i really like his voice, now that i think about it, even with its over-the-topness.
IT`S GREAT.

i can`t beat the fire stage either.

"watch out, river. river. RIVER. RIVER TURN LEFT."
"I AM TURNING LEFT"
"YOU RETARD YOU`RE TURNING RIGHT"
*sploosh*
"i hate you."

ARGH I LOVE KATAMARI I LOVE EVERY SINGLE THING ABOUT THESE GAMES.

2005-10-06T13:55:00.000+08:00

chinese paper2 was hard.
i so wanna pass but i don`t think i can.
i might, might not.

i`m still in dreamland, well, sort of.
thinking that my exams will be easy-peasy lemon squeezy, and that i`ll have plenty of time to study and revise after slacking for two hours straight.
also, i`m not very worried about streaming.
half of me is like, "damn, i`m going to be streamed!".
and another dominating half is like, "relax. slack for a while first, slack more."
i wish i could erase off the dominating-slacking-part of my brain.

history tomorrow.
math on monday.
science on tuesday.
d&t and art on wednesday.
.. i`m not going to survive.

all i`m doing now is staring at my rammstein wallpaper.
ich werde geschraubt.

who`s better? it`s not that simple
you gotta figure it out before you make things difficult
it`s not a word, it`s a problem, the problem was easy
draw your conclusions - solutions?
anybody else wanna run?
contorting, distorting - i am undone
one less propaganda nightmare fixture
are you getting the picture?

/EDIT:
was digging through my backup files when i found this.
go ahead, laugh. :D
i laughed!
this was.. late 2003.
gosh.

/EDIT EDIT:
i have abs! yesyesyes.
they were cleverly disguised as fats, but aha!
abs!
well that`s not really a big deal, but, i have abs.

2005-10-05T12:35:00.000+08:00

today wasn`t eventful at all.
had literature finals.
uh.
chinese paper2 and english paper2 tomorrow.

2005-10-04T15:09:00.000+08:00

uh.
yeah.
regular regular regular day.
read the vampire lestat secretly under my desk while pretending to do math.
that book rocks.

had d&t this morning.
finished my ~~penguin~~ raven already.
haha, it sucks, but who cares.
then the entire class had to do this online survey thing, about our opinions on the school, teachers and students.
:D

during chinese, i continued telling people about my 300 starving children.
man, they`re so smart, 1 + 1.
then i started singing deep purple songs.
HIGHWAY STAR!

i bought tickets to go watch the macbeth play!
literature = ♥.
it`s 18 bucks.

and during math sophia was singing. and she forced me to sing a chorus.
she kept singing and singing and singing!
tskk!

/EDIT:

my nickname on msn was the off duty vampire.
so nicholas says.

6030 dannit says:
u more like off duty girl

HAHAHA.
so anyway, at the dinner table i was speaking with my china accent.
my dad kept laughing and laughing.
only my mom and my er ge kept quiet.
hah.

stars in heaven

2005-10-03T21:18:00.000+08:00

uh uh, i haven`t fed Chuck for 4 weeks already.
and he`s still alive!

sad, this morning i wanted to bring the vampire lestat to school, but you know, it`s all gigantic and heavy, so i didn`t. :(
sadface.

and during chinese i kept speaking with a china accent.
also known as, pissing everyone off!
yah, i totally wasn`t thinking when i said that i had 300 starving kids in China.
lao shi said that even a mu zhu ( pig ) can`t give birth to so many.
sorry, i didn`t give birth to my 300 invisible children, i bought them on the internet.
alvin, peggy, minghong and alot alot of other people were ~~probably~~ pissed with me!

also, i`m prepared for the biggest heartbreak in my entire life.
why?
because i am probably never going to be able to go watch Quidam.
ahh, the agony!
due to the finals.
i`m sad!
heartbroken!
devasted!
crushed!
Cirque du Soleil leaves on the 15th of October.
woe is me.

uh huh, did you know that there`s apparently another new planet discovered?
it`s called Xena.
and it has a moon. :B
uh, it`s 14 billion kilometres away from the sun.
that`s so rad.

we ♥ katamari.
it`s the best ps2 game ever.
people who own a ps2 ~~should~~ must buy it.
it`s the best game ever.
don`t know what katamari is?
basically, you roll objects up, which creates stars in heaven.
i don`t know, but i love that game, gosh.

/EDIT:
yeah, so like, i was like, talking to jess, and like, she was like, you know, like, like:

cigarette in your mouth, a cuff on your jeans says:
oh but the boy figure thing is very...........

cigarette in your mouth, a cuff on your jeans says:
"i lubxs euu 1314"

cigarette in your mouth, a cuff on your jeans says:
SORRY.

nosferatu in the haus! ♥ says:
ITS ME YOU ANUS

nosferatu in the haus! ♥ says:
AHA

cigarette in your mouth, a cuff on your jeans says:
OMFG SORRY HAHHHAHAHHAAHHAHAHA

and like, i also taught her to like, smile with her nose, like whoa.
like, i think only she like, knows what i`m talking about, like, that`s so awesome, like totally.

/EDIT EDIT:
another edit, because jess is awesome, like ohmygod.

cigarette in your mouth, a cuff on your jeans says:
AND WTH IS THAT GIRL BESIDE HER DOING?

nosferatu in the haus! ♥ says:
HAHAHAHAHA

cigarette in your mouth, a cuff on your jeans says:
TRYING TO TURN INTO A MOTH?

hahaha, trying to turn into a moth. best phrase ever.

the angel machine.

2005-10-02T10:49:00.000+08:00

this is such a vast world with so many people in it and so little to go around, people start accusing each other of stupid, stupid things.
it makes me very sad.
i only wish i could exist in my bubble, with nobody to throw hissy fits at others just because of something so insignificant.
get. a. life.
this world does not revolve around you, dumbass.

in other news, this flu is still ravaging my lungs and throat. it feels like this sickness won`t leave me, part of me doesn`t want it to leave; part of me likes the bacteria inside me, eating me from the inside out.
yet part of me just wants to feel healthy again ... although i haven`t been completely healthy for a long time already.

after my finals, i`m heading over to Shanghai for a little under 14 days.
it will be nice to get away from here.
around november to december, i`ll be away alot.
first to Shanghai, then to Genting.
whee.. snow. ♥

if i had died
i would have never felt sad at all
you will not hear me say, i`m sorry
where is the light
wonder if it`s weeping somewhere.

/EDIT:

okay, MuVo died this afternoon.
and Nachy refused to work.
so, i decided to use Poe!
yeah, Poe, please don`t die on me, ok.
Poe sucks cause he doesn`t have a LCD screen.

yah, i went to malaysia today.
bought ps2 games and the advent children dvd.
fwee.

dropping bombs

2005-10-01T10:09:00.000+08:00

fwee.
mini movie marathon last night!

lord of the rings part3 at 10+.
ju-on2 at .. i can`t remember! but it ended at 1:45a.m.

my mom thought i was asleep. HAH!

lord of the rings = ♥!
i love that show, damnit.

so while watching ju-on2 my brother decided to ring up macs. :B
but the guy took almost 30minutes to deliver it.
roar.

fatfatfat!
fat is happy.

oh yeah.
today`s children`s day.
i only remembered when mister koa told us.
when he wished us happy children`s day, i doubled back and a mini wave of realization hit me.
stupid elementary kids get a day off.
@#!$^

i`m going to mug my brains out ~~now~~ later.

JESS!
i wanna go back to wdp and scare the kids!
okay? okay? okay?

so glad that you could be so blind

2005-09-30T16:27:00.000+08:00

today i shall be plugging:HOWL!
go visit now. :D it`s the pack blog.

I`M GONNA FLUNK MY CHINESE!
yeah; i so don`t wanna though.

the english paper was alright.
BUT THE CHINESE COMPOSITION TORE MY BRAINS OUT FROM MY EYE SOCKETS.
-slams head.

the chinese letter writing was okay laa, but the compo!
ahh, aftershock!
i wrote my composition about the computer.
and it`s not even one page long, but there`s 217 words. :b
the minimum was 160.
i cannot fail chinese! ahh.

QUOTE MRS LOGAN.
mrs logan: i thought you were arabian!

haha! arabian!

i`m worried for my math finals, science finals, history finals, english finals, literature finals, and chinese finals.
i have to at least get a A2 laa.

today there was going to be a fight in the canteen with caleb and kianhui.
haha, caleb called dickson and all that to come, and kianhui was surrounded by his friends and stuff.
then in the end they didn`t fight.
..
okay.

uh uh, my mom brought toto to the groomers; but they were closed.
so passing by this chinese medium stall, my mom suddenly said.
"totto! where`s danny?!"
i had question marks sprouting from my head, before i turned.
and i saw this super super super super cute chihuahua.
so cute.

i`m done.

trigonometrical equations

2005-09-29T14:07:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

today, a bunch of guys were playing with the lighter and stuff.
and it started bubbling.
i touched it, it`s so darn cold.
then changhong threw it outta the window.
.. i don`t think it exploded yet.

2 periods of math; covered trigonometry
it`s hard. gonna practice it later during tuition.

2 periods of chinese; had uh, chinese listening.
should be okay laa.
i slept during the re-run of the passages.
i`m a pig!
-snort.

uh, we had assembly today.
the acapella (?) people came and performed for us.
they sing really, really well.
caleb danced onstage. he breakdanced a little too.
woot.

exams start tomorrow.
great.

and you run like a cat to the cream
and you`re acting so nice, it`s obscene
you put on a wonderful show
do you really, really think i don`t know?

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been talking to mister korean-samuel.

samuel: whos the boy in your display
me: its me

..LOL.

row, row, row your boat.

2005-09-28T19:42:00.000+08:00

cousin: you officially suck at life. you should quit.
me: good idea.

he`s right, i should. blaah.
my brother sprained his knee and he`s been ordering me around the whole day.
gosh.
i`m. so. tired.

why are people around me ( including me ), being so boring?
BE. BETTER. DAMNIT.

scratch that shit, life is stupid.

♥

a small voice in my head tells me that i should give up. i should, i should.

D O D G E B A L L .

2005-09-28T14:48:00.000+08:00

today during pe we played dodgeball!
it`s fun, yesyes.
i got hit during the first round, but i managed to dodge all the balls ( HAHA ) during the second round.
dodging is a thing i do best. x)

left right after pe.
didn`t sign out, oops.
uh, reached home, changed, and left again.
i don`t have any more hospital appointments until next year, march.
:D

penguin - > raven?

2005-09-27T15:54:00.000+08:00

rather eventful day today. well, not really.
i don`t know.
roar.
so i bet the entire class thinks i like __________.
but i don`t like __________! -coughs.

d&t was .. okay.
my penguin looks like a raven now.
a very fat raven.
tskk, they didn`t have any white paint so i just used black for my entire penguin. x)

chinese lesson was scary.
chong was in a bad mood, and .. i didn`t want to get scolded or anything.
`cause everytime during chinese i always get yelled at, or sent out of the class. x)
but heyhey, i managed to shut the hell up today.

uhh. i have a trip to the hospital tomorrow.
leaving school during recess.
whee.

I LOVE ZANN. :D
she`s awesome laa.

my elder brother is funny.
we were talking about how totto smelt, and he was like.
elder brother: you know how dabian smells like?
me: .. no?
elder brother: quick, smell your hand, quick!

hahaha! he was trying to say that i smell bad.
but i don`t. i smell like rainbows. :)

134 messages. o__o

2005-09-26T15:22:00.000+08:00

you know how i complain about the lack of messages i always have?
well, today, during chinese, i had..

134 unread messages.

what the hell!
i seriously, seriously feel like killing melvin.
and during chinese, i kept asking who it was.
and melvin kept saying it wasn`t him, that his number was 9- something.
even sophia said so, of course i believed her laa!
melvin`s such a great actor.
honest.
i kept asking him and he kept saying it wasn`t him.
and his face was like:

( yeah, i drew that, retards. )

-slams head.

THEN AFTER THAT, he told me it was him.
and he said all those messages cost 27$.
.. what an idiot.
guess what the content of the messages was.

.. "dig ashok butt".
what the hell.

why are people so stupid?!

and, haha, this is random, but,
my brother was talking about his conversation with his boss/officer.

brother: chicken and duck don`t speak the same language laa!

haha i don`t know, but that tickled me.

2005-09-25T11:20:00.000+08:00

broken down in bars and bathrooms. all i did was what i had to. don`t believe me when i tell you it`s just what anyone would do. take the time to talk about it. think a lot and live without it. don`t believe me when i tell you.

it`s something unforgivable.

bullshit!

wow. it`s amazing how some ~~christians~~ people will look for any excuse to bash homosexuals. it`s not like homosexuals complain about how everything is the fault of heterosexuals.
so, what`s next?
when a breed of endangered species dies out completely, what`re you gonna do? blame the homosexuals?

some people need to either grow up, or stop defecating into the gene pool.

2005-09-24T20:16:00.000+08:00

UH DURHH UHH I AM DUMB :B

click.
anna says i have vampire fangs. x)

2005-09-24T13:28:00.000+08:00

"samuel, you look like crap. your eyes are way too small for your face, and your nose is not proportionate."

whee. i am a meaniepok, yes? :)
that was extracted from an arguement with samuel, caleb, and yours truely!

ho hum.
i`ve been studying all day.
and listening to muse.

oh yeah, there`s still dumb rumour going around that i like boonchye.
ugh, NO!
well, of course i like boonchye.
as a friend, but nothing more.
gees, it`s all adnan`s fault!
the rumour would have died down like, 3453469346 days ago, but adnan started it up again.
ARGH.
it isn`t trueeee.
i hate rumours.

i ♥ mentos laa.

2005-09-23T15:52:00.000+08:00

back from the hospital.
at the hospital, i saw an ex christchurch-ian nurse.
she`s like twenty plus.
she asked me if mister chow was still around.

the blood test was stupid laa.
the SAME chinawoman took my blood.
but thankfully, she concentrated on my arm.

before that; i went to have lunch with my mom.
SHE BOUGHT ME MACS. !@#$%
so anyway, while eating i was talking to her about streaming and all.
and i asked if i could get my labret done if i passed all my subjects.
surprisingly, she didn`t scream at me.
she just said it`d have a bad impression on older people, but i don`t care.
so i guess, it`s a yes.

i saw this little cancer patient. she obviously suffered from malnutrition too, she was so freaking thin.
it made my heart ache a little, seeing that little girl.
i think if the wind blew, she`d drift away.

are you really happy, do you think it`s really worth the pain?
tell me, are you really happy?
or did you simply throw your life away just to be unhappy?

much much more in the diary.

2005-09-22T20:50:00.000+08:00

save the chickens!

i was watching that.
oh my, the way they treat the chickens.
STUPID @#%! STOMPED ON THE CHICKENS WHAT THE HELL.
and i saw the beaks get CUT OFF BY A FREAKING MACHINE.
i wish i could say 'pain' in twelve other languages.

they say that human life is more valuable than an animal`s.
who the hell are you to judge the importance of a life?
no one.
just because animals can`t speak, can`t run for their lives, they get killed.

it`s because of Christianity and other similar practised religions that we think this way - if we begin to believe that God chose us, that God made us the 'elite' ones, we begin to view ourselves as being above all other life forms - lords, you might say, choosing who or what dies because we think we matter more.
that we`re more valuable.
sad, isn`t it?

why is it that chickens, pigs, cows, and what not get no respect?

every single living being on this planet deserves a chance to live from birth to old age and not be killed for food or anything else.

"the strong survive and the weak perish"

p.s: peggy thinks i`m an octopus! roar!

2005-09-22T14:37:00.000+08:00

TODAY`S WORD OF THE DAY IS:
bobodragon!
with compliments to caleb.

chinese was boring! as usual.

ling lao shi: watashi!
me: i-touch-shit?
peggy: attaji!

an attaji is something.. found on an ice kachang.
i don`t know what it is laa!

during math, we had geometry!
i hate geometry, thanks.
and during geometry i kept drawing on peggy`s hand. :D
it`s all red and black.

TUITION LATER. ARGH.
blood test tomorrow! double argh.

2005-09-21T18:45:00.000+08:00

second post today.
this is a rant.

BLOOD TEST ON FRIDAY.
right after school!

i don`t wanna, i don`t wanna.
don`t make meeee.

the nurse is this chinawoman, who blabbers about all those china people who were murdered in singapore, and how sorry she feels for them.
yes, i feel sorry for them too, but could you please pay attention to my arm?
she just blablablabs and SHOVES the needle into my poor arm.
and yes, it hurts.

STUPID BLOOD TEST, STUPID HOSPITAL, STUPID ME.
i don`t wanna go i don`t wanna go. :(

2005-09-21T15:24:00.000+08:00

hopefully, it won`t be SNOWING in my aisle anymore.
peggy, and i went to complain to mrs lim about how freaking irritating mohan joel is.
alot of people backed us up. x)!
but she says he has nowhere else to go.
he basically irritates everyone.
including people that don`t even sit anywhere near him.
GOSH.
i hope he moves, far, far away.

we learnt chapter6 during science.
uhh.. yeah.

during recess, i smashed peggy`s potato and tried to feed her with it.
she dodged alot and.. plop! the potato dropped on the seat.
poor potato, it comitted suicide!

and before assembly, sophia pronounced this chinese word weirdly.
well to me it was funny. but then again, a chinese illerate finds every chinese word funny.
so i was making sentences with the what she said.
x)

2005-09-20T16:52:00.000+08:00

you`ll realize that you were just about as bad as me.

CIP SUCKS, IT WAS 100% 666.
i had to sew.
i stabbed myself countless of times with a needle already laa.
and the button. the friggin` button wouldn`t stay on.
peggy helped. :b

uh before all that..

mother tongue was greaat. everyone was mad and all.
so i plucked out peggy`s yellow ribbon, and she was like:
"OI! i`m giving them another chance right?!"
hahaha!

there was a math test too.
i`m going to fail. :b

d&t sucks.
i`m making this penguin on wheels and i have to complete it by the next lesson.
and the stupid sawdust made my nose all red.. like rudolph the red-nosed reindeer.

and yes, gravel is hard.
my poor back.

gosh.
~~give me give me give me mentos!~~
WAIT, I CHANGE MY MIND.
i don`t know.

P.S: click on the stupid clock on the bottom right hand corner to read my stupid, boring biography.

2005-09-19T20:08:00.000+08:00

MY HEART SANK LIKE THE TITANIC.

boom.

2005-09-19T15:01:00.000+08:00

so.. this morning:

me: I CANNOT FORGET.
peggy: .. what?
me: I CANNOT FORGET.
peggy: what?!
me: THE NEW SEASON OF LOST I NEED TO WATCH IT.
peggy: -raises eyebrows.
me: YES IT`S IMPORTANT.

um.

during math, joel kept bugging me for an extra mechanical pencil, EVEN AFTER I SAID I DIDN`T HAVE ONE.
i yelled, "i don`t have laa, JESUS CHRIST!"
and mrs lim thought i was using jesus` name as a swear word.
i was not! -coughs.

phototaking today.
ugh, i sat in the front row.
and everyone knows the front row = shorties.
i gave a forced smile during the formal one.
hahaha it`s going to look like crap.
then during the informal one, peggy came over and sat beside me.
hahaha it`s going to look like crap.

we had to copy two letters during chinese lesson today.
while we were all copying, caleb was being really disjointed.
caleb: I AM NOT DISJOINTED-- wanna go and buy something?!
-slams head.

2005-09-18T17:40:00.000+08:00

today is a boring sunday.

i`m went out for dindin with my parents.
i can hear the sound of those kingcat sparklers downstairs. :D

i want to join cirque du soleil. :B

looook: click!
okay, so i can do basic pirouettes and fouettes, jumps, and pointe.
( basic pointe, but still! )
but i can`t split and do adagio. :X
ho hum.

days are gone

2005-09-18T03:54:00.000+08:00

i`m so freaking bored.
HONEST, SO FREAAAAKING BORED.
i just got off the phone.
my brain was partially dead then.
but now, i`m 100% brain-dead.

time to attaaaaaack!
i have homework.
homework homework homework homework, kicking my ass.

thus, we play games
I`LL BE ZOMBIEFIED TOMORROW.

THIS POST MAKES NO SENSE OHMYGREATBEARDEDGOD.
i`m going to go sleep for just a little while.
i, of course mean, completely pass out, also known as, going comatose.

ciao.

hello, hello.

2005-09-17T17:24:00.000+08:00

got back from malaysia.
had chickenbakedrice at seasonscafe.

walked around plaza pelangi.
that place has lotsa bengs&lians, GROSS.
i guess it`s somehow like causewaypoint.

my mp3`s usb is screwed.
i don`t know.
my mac can`t detect it anymore, haha.
so i borrowed my brother`s creative muvo.

toto is still sick.
she threw up alot of times.
gross.

i love poiiii.

papercutting is from hell.

2005-09-16T13:52:00.000+08:00

let`s see.

yeluk cried today.
and i sabotaged caleb. oops.

two horribly BORING periods of art; papercutting and all that junk.
one .. normal period of literature.
three periods of math; learnt motion geometry.

i hate math.
i want to kill whoever.. made math.

toto has two lumps of.. something on the left side of her face.
it`s gross, and scary.
nobody wants to take her to the vet.

ugh, they`re smoking the whole darn place cause of the mosquitos.
silly mosquitos.

I WANT THIS.
gimme gimme gimmeeeeee!

saw2 is coming out this halloween.
guess who`s interested. ( I AM :D )
and corpse bride comes out.. 23 september.

we learn something new everyday.

2005-09-15T17:24:00.000+08:00

boring day.

um.
i passed the haircheck, hooray.
the new discom checked me.. i can`t remember her name.
miss something.
she`s nice, i suppose. :b

two pretty-fun periods of english.
two interesting periods of science. ( hi, i`m a dork :D )
two free periods of chinese.
four periods of math basically killed me.

during math, i`ve discovered something!
oh my god, square root of 11 = tadpole!
haha, i was that bored.

tuition at six.
days passes really quick.
it feels like it was monday, yesterday.

.. i`m being vague.

what`s up with school?

2005-09-14T21:32:00.000+08:00

sheesh.
i got caught for my hair.
so i tried to pin / tie up everything.

BUT NO.
it was messier. :X
and the ponytail was so short.

almost everyone got caught.
miss foo said she`d give us another chance, second time offenders would get suspended.
gee. just for hair.
and she said christchurch isn`t a hotel/nightclub.

i have no comments.

god speaks!

2005-09-13T22:27:00.000+08:00

hurr.

wanna talk to God? :D

Me: God, do you smoke?
God: I am a Christian.
Me: Do you smoke?
God: I am an occasional smoker, yes.
Me: Do you do drugs?
God: Only the legal ones.
Me: Like?
God: For example, apples.
Me: I like apples!
God: You are not the only one. Apple computers are cool.
Me: Uh huh.
God: I am a Christian.
Me: JESUS PENGUIN CHRIST
God: he is The Son of God.

haha, this is fun.